trial and error .. erring is human .. human frailties .. fathoming
in it .. upon one’s scruffy head .. associations .. a human being stubborn to
admit its frailties .. associations inane and insidious .. internal and
intrinsic .. cannot be avoided .. become a necessity .. an internal driving
force of its own self-driven .. spontaneous .. simultaneous .. trust them ..
trust? .. leading .. lead one .. should not fret of mistakes .. embrace
frailties .. courage to admit mistakes ..
meaning .. pervasive and pervading .. meaning is constructed
.. tenuous process .. at all levels of activity .. personal collective ..
system-wide ..any system .. fatigue enters .. units of meaning .. minuscule to
mini .. neighbours what can be carried forth .. necessary for to hold meaning
the contact with adjacent units carried together limited .. going back and
forth necessary for the carrying process ..associations weakening .. tunnels ..
corridors .. tunnelling .. blind .. in the dark ..light limited and limiting ..
writing recording meaning achieved ..on the go .. assists process ..
context .. associations surpasses context ..contextual cues ..
driven blind .. inter-contextual associations which in physical level
corresponds to jumping through the nerve gaps over synapses to nerve fibres belonging
to different clusters, cell assemblies that lie adjacent .. or not necessarily
adjacent depending on the length of the nerve fibre that could drive an
association farther afield .. engaging force that could carry a train of
thought.. depending upon it .. its strength .. to carry it through ..
innovation ..acquired via such processes .. resembling a storm ..in-a-teacup ..
in the brain .. the size of it .. physical or mental .. tiny ..
fatigue, in the brain .. its origin chemical .. substances accumulating ..
or depleting .. gaps are not surpassed pulses are not propagated .. static ..
isolated .. the connection of units of meaning deposited as memories in
different forms representing a subconscious level .. being the subconscious layer
.. by all bits of information entering a mind in whatever way .. on-the-fly
meaning constructed and destroyed in the process .. short-lived .. recording
its passage necessary .. needed .. resembled to a mole digging tunnels blind ..
to trace and track its steps .. the quality in whatever way is meant ..to be ..
is taken as .. is achieved ..varies .. gems encountered ..out of nowhere .. meaning
acquired .. acquiring, a driving force on its own .. a direct connection with
its physical origins, intended .. accumulating .. enriching its gamut as the
processes that create meaning, are let to take place freely .. undeterred by considerations
foreign to their cause ..to let meaning form on its own merit .. the unconscious
aspect of its construction .. rules of engaging in novel ways of associating of
what lies there .. understanding the function of the brain ..
my .. person( for the lack of a better term handy right now..
and for the sake of letting the process flow .. undeterred) ..is split ..
amazed, confounded .. by this ..thought ..
realisation .. as if I do not own what I produce .. I have no control .. in a
way ..what I regard as mine .. I have a tool at my disposal that I do not fully
understand .. a deeper ..cause .. of the human ..erring .. that ought to come
to terms with .. in order to push forward .. and dare to say for any human
being .. or system for that matter .. the trial and error .. fully explained ..only
obscured by the fallacious ego .. that ..entity .. (entity?) ..menacing ..self
.. person ..
entity? .. surpassing a gap .. inter-contextual cue .. tag
.. if an entity then(the IF ..THEN ..loop, making use of..) ought to be a
system on its own .. construct a system.. independent from the rest of ..me ..
what is ..me .. referred to in the third person .. having its own set of rules
.. rules of engaging in .. with its ..likes .. the population of the entities
in that system .. which nevertheless ..it is a subsystem part of a ..or the
wider system .. which it makes ..me .. .. single entity systems ..or ..confusing
properties with entities .. or ..ego .. is a name for the system ..only .. what
the system is named after .. and what comprise its entities are the nerve cells
.. themselves .. and that thought wouldn’t
but be ..answered ..in appropriate manner .. nerve cells that belong to that
system .. its physical counterparts that carry its ..ego .. signature .. oh
well ..far-fetched .. but nevertheless ought to be explained .. explored .. forming
in it a sort off ..stable structure that no matter how haphazard it may seem
..it might open up new avenues of thought .. no harm in endeavouring along this
path ..
